My anorexia & bulimia story

What if i jump from this window?

I'm in this fucking classroom, between two "friends", two classmates, two strangers

The window is wide open

Why do the teachers, leave these windows wide open, when they don't want people to jump from?

Haha.

Sky is blue, orange and a bit pink. What crazy colors. What beautiful colors. What sad colors

I could get up, walk and climb the window's edge. Then i'll only need 2 seconds. One to say goodbye, and one to jump

1...2...3... GROUND.

Congratulation society, i'm dead.

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But right now i'm not

Before killing me, i just want to kill society first

-S.

So my besfriends are: Ana and Mia ofc, Annie, Cat, Deb and Sue.

They really love me. And i love them too.

So yeah, this is my TUMBLRRRRRRRRRR

I'm completely in love with it

Everytime i find a fact or a pic about depression, suicide, ana, self harm, etc. i post it and it's slowly becoming my MIND.

Most of my classmates, when they see it, they think i'm crazy, they're really scaried. They try to help me, but they can't. I'm sorry

Hey guys !

You don't have to know so much about me but you should basically know that i'm called Sophie, i'm 15 and i live in France

I was bulimic for a long time but 2 weeks ago a suddenly became pro-ana

This is my website, where you can find for example Ana's 4 letters and Mia's 2 letters (in french)

I made this blog to share with you the evolution of my weight, of my diseases and of my thinkings

I have a friend who's anorexic and i know how much life is hard for her. I don't want to be like her

I also made this blog to share with you my passion for fashion, makeup and for One Direction

I hope you'll appreciate my blog ! 

-S.

PS: fuck society.